I like drinking. I find that drinking makes me feel less alone. It also numbs the pain. Alcohol is an "old friend"... a trusted friend.

However, the alcohol is taking a toll on my relationship with Bree. I need it as much as I need her.

The pattern has always been there. For years, I used alcohol, sex, and music to overcome the "bad feelings". With the first few sips of alcohol comes an immediate sense of relief. It's my only cure.

The first few drinks are always so good. When I drink too much, I become a different person... a person Bree does not recognize. In fact, I don't want her to know that side of me.

Keeping up with the drinking is terribly draining. It's making Bree and me miserable. How can something that makes me feel so good make me feel so bad at the same time?

To protect her, I have to do the unimaginable. She's been through enough. She deserves better. Bree deserves a "Happily Ever After" even if I'm not part of it.

I hate myself for what I'm about to do. I'm a failure. I'm a jerk. I'm a loser. Goodbye, Bree.

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