This is my personal story of how my repressed sexual memories impacted me when they came to the forefront of my mind. How it impacted every angle of my life, my marriage, my nuclear family, my belief in God. Literally every aspect, this is about how I realized that I was no longer the person I believed I was. I am not a writer by design but I feel as a Black man it is not only my right but my responsibility to speak out against sexual abuse. My story is raw you will find errors and mistakes, and I'm sure you will find it very easy to criticize me. I encourage you to not because I need you to tear me down as you will see I did enough of that myself. I made really stupid mistakes, I am proud of those mistakes as I walked away having learned valuable life lessons. Lesson that no class room would have ever taught me. I overcame what at times I wish would have taken my life, I am proud of that. I give very clear directions take this book as you may as it is only the first step in learning what it is like to be sexually abused and how it can bring a Proud Grown Black Man to his knees searching for answers that only exist within himself. I appreciate you even taking the time to read this little blurb. I hope you enjoy my book and invite as a matter of fact encourage you to reach out to me on Face Book or Twitter. And if you enjoy this please keep an eye out for other books in this series. As with each lesson and each piece of insight you will learn about the man typing this message. I wish everyone a good day and smile because if we don't look at ourselves and create happiness our children will never have a chance to know what Real Happiness is.

One Last thought Imagine waking up everyday and walking through life knowing that you are dead. You can only look down at yourself to see that you are dead that is what the last 7 years of my life has looked like. I enjoyed many good times, but I waas never able to enjoy good times with the same outlook or as the same person I was. I am different then most however through my pain and anguish I was able to go through what I call a "Recreation of Life" which I am thinking of using for the second title of my book. I love you and wish everyone who has ever shed a tear for anyone else a good day. For those who have not I hope that one day you will know what true empathy feels like when it is used to create positive changes it is one of the most rewarding feelings one can have.

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