Barnaby Hirsch isn't one to put himself out there - he's shy and, admittedly, awkward - but desperate times call for desperate measures. When he signs up for a dating app, the last person he expects to match with is the campus' gay playboy, Gil Connolly.

It should have been a one-night stand, but it's one night Barnaby can't forget. It's the closest he's ever felt to someone, the closest he's ever felt to belonging.

Gil wants someone to belong to him. He has a collar, and he wants someone to wear it. Barnaby has a deer onesie, and he's starting to think, maybe, the two might look good together.

**Content Warning: includes situations involving self-harm, suicidal ideation, implied suicide attempt, and light consensual feederism**

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• Literature & FictionGenre FictionLGBTQ+Gay
• LGBTQ+LGBTQ+Gay
• RomanceGay
• RomanceNew Adult & College Romance
• Literature & FictionGenre Fiction

• Publication Date: October 21, 2020
• Text-to-Speech: Disabled
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• Print Length: 398 Pages
• File Size: 828 KB