He drove 90 miles just for coffee. She collapsed at work. Somewhere between dating apps and hospital beds, Hannah learned what it really means to choose yourself.
For years, Hannah made herself smaller for men who never stayed. She said "yes" when she meant "no." She performed happiness when she was drowning. She kept showing up for people who kept disappearing.
Then her body said enough.

"What Was I Thinking?" is a raw, funny, occasionally heartbreaking novel about:
? The men who almost stayed (and the neighbor with bread)
? Dating app fatigue and disappearing acts
? Hospital beds and the friends who showed up anyway
? ADHD, chronic illness, and bodies that keep score
? The radical act of loving yourself when no one taught you how
For readers who loved "Everything I Know About Love," "Bridget Jones's Diary," and "Fleabag" -- but want something deeper, rawer, and achingly true.

"Wildly relatable, brutally honest, and impossible to put down."

Content note: This novel contains frank discussions of mental health, chronic illness, and adult relationships.

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• Literature & FictionGenre FictionPsychological
• Literature & FictionWomen's FictionPsychological
• Literature & FictionContemporary FictionContemporary Women

• Publication Date: March 21, 2026
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• Print Length: 153 Pages
• File Size: 594 KB